I Just Can’t
Ξ April 30th, 2008 | → 12 Comments | ∇ ramblings |
Tuesday was one of the craziest days in recent memory. Please know that I am not talking about good and fun crazy, I am talking about work and personal life blowing my fucking mind to the point that I don’t know what is up. At this time I am not at liberty to discuss too much, but a few things need to be said:
I am loyal to those I love. Fiercely loyal. God help the one who hurts those I love.
Do not cross me or get in my way when those that I care about need to be protected.
While I am not quite 37, and do not claim to have all of the answers, I still have a little wisdom.
As much as I want to choke loved ones who are do not doing things the way I would, the fact remains that I certainly can respect decisions made that aren’t the decisions that I would have made.
When the pieces fall, I will be one of the first to arrive with a broom to gather all of the remnants.
Until everything your way falls apart, please only expect of me what I can give. I have my personal limitations.
(I am exhausted from crying and need to go to bed. Don’t worry about not commenting today, I know that I am being a tad cryptic with today’s ramblings. I have to be, at someone’s request. Know that I am sad and scared and concerned and overwhelmed, yet honored that I was brought into a situation where I will do all that I can to assist. Praying for me and those involved in this situation would be appreciated.)
My dear sweet bright futured woman, you are loved. NO MATTER WHAT. No. Matter. What.
I am still wearing my shades, because I truly feel that your future is that bright. I love you.